[Scottie Monaco]
Don't know where to start
I don't even wanna do this
But I need to get it out
Cause I feel like I'm gon' lose it
Surrounded by these fakes
So my only friend is this music
And I always feel alone
No matter how crowded the room gets
And you can look into these eyes
Of this sociable guy
With my popular fly
Still never find this pain that I hide
But it's dying to get out
It's starting to fight with my pride
And life is such a f**ing tightrope
That I'm sitting in the dark
Cause I'm afraid of what the light shows
Depression kicking in
It's got me feeling like a psycho
And I'm popping all these pills
Walking the streets in my night clothes
Anxiety just s**er-punched me
And it's cousin, stress, followed up
So, yeah, them pricks jumped me
One-on-one I would've won
So, yeah, they got lucky
And I'm running away from home
Cause I don't feel like you love me