[Scottie Monaco] Don't know where to start I don't even wanna do this But I need to get it out Cause I feel like I'm gon' lose it Surrounded by these fakes So my only friend is this music And I always feel alone No matter how crowded the room gets And you can look into these eyes Of this sociable guy With my popular fly Still never find this pain that I hide But it's dying to get out It's starting to fight with my pride And life is such a f**ing tightrope That I'm sitting in the dark Cause I'm afraid of what the light shows Depression kicking in It's got me feeling like a psycho And I'm popping all these pills Walking the streets in my night clothes Anxiety just s**er-punched me And it's cousin, stress, followed up So, yeah, them pricks jumped me One-on-one I would've won So, yeah, they got lucky And I'm running away from home Cause I don't feel like you love me