I thought you wanted me
I told you everything I was scared of
The sad my mother held, how she was never held
I never closed my eyes, I'm too gone to tell
I got some meaning back but I think I'm losing track
Can't take my own advice, won't watch my own decline
I know that, you folded me
But I'm old enough to see, the wrong I do to you, and you to me
Now I'm waking up, and I feel like everything's gonna be alright
And
It's what, it's what, it's what you wanted
I hope you saw in me
I noticed everything, you were there for
Can't make you hold the heat, or even notice me
I'm no longer to blame, I'm no longer insane
No easy way to fill the page
I've held the darkness in a place that I forgot to change
You're close to touch, a nervous rush
Will overcome me, meditate me, take away the pain
It's what, it's what, it's what you wanted
My first thought is my last gain
I want your life on my last name
I want me and you to be us again
Us again
Dear you, I won't lust again
Clear truth, I want trust again
Me and you, I want us again
So am I wrong to let texts begin
Here I stand, you won't let me in
I just want us again
You and me struggling
You were my family, me and you hustling
You were my sanity
I cannot love again
I will not ever forget, when you called and told me that we'd never let this world come between us and what we both had
And look where that left us. Regards to our past
So here I stand with no crutch to bend
You and me. I want us again