I thought you wanted me I told you everything I was scared of The sad my mother held, how she was never held I never closed my eyes, I'm too gone to tell I got some meaning back but I think I'm losing track Can't take my own advice, won't watch my own decline I know that, you folded me But I'm old enough to see, the wrong I do to you, and you to me Now I'm waking up, and I feel like everything's gonna be alright And It's what, it's what, it's what you wanted I hope you saw in me I noticed everything, you were there for Can't make you hold the heat, or even notice me I'm no longer to blame, I'm no longer insane No easy way to fill the page I've held the darkness in a place that I forgot to change You're close to touch, a nervous rush Will overcome me, meditate me, take away the pain It's what, it's what, it's what you wanted My first thought is my last gain I want your life on my last name I want me and you to be us again Us again Dear you, I won't lust again Clear truth, I want trust again Me and you, I want us again So am I wrong to let texts begin Here I stand, you won't let me in I just want us again You and me struggling You were my family, me and you hustling You were my sanity I cannot love again I will not ever forget, when you called and told me that we'd never let this world come between us and what we both had And look where that left us. Regards to our past So here I stand with no crutch to bend You and me. I want us again