I was never prepared
I was never prepared
I've always gotten the best of me
I've always gotten the best of me
Why am I so damn blind
Why am I so damn blind
I pulled up a curtain and I saw...
I pulled up a curtain and I saw...
I saw reality
I saw reality
I looked back one more time to a lie
I looked back one more time to a lie
Then I fell out, not completely unvoluntary
Then I fell out, not completely unvoluntary
And these feelings aren't completely new
And these feelings aren't completely new
But I threw out the old
But I threw out the old
As a matter of fact, she's asleep on my driveway
As a matter of fact, she's asleep on my driveway
She couldn't wake up with a sunburn at this temperature
She couldn't wake up with a sunburn at this temperature
But the frostbite bit her
But the frostbite bit her
And I didn't flinch
And I didn't flinch
I love you, but you're the worst
I love you, but you're the worst
Now would you please...f**ing go home
Now would you please...f**ing go home
I never even saw
I never even saw
It was so possible
It was so possible
That's when I saw what everyone else's faces really were
That's when I saw what everyone else's faces really were
Haven't you ever heard of "Your pain is my pain"
Haven't you ever heard of "Your pain is my pain"
Why do you do this to me?
Why do you do this to me?
I finally remember what it's like to wake up with a frown and on my face with hidden clenched teeth
I finally remember what it's like to wake up with a frown and on my face with hidden clenched teeth
But I've just decided
But I've just decided
That I don't care anymore
That I don't care anymore
I'm scared of drowning
I'm scared of drowning
I wanna die drowning
I wanna die drowning
So they'll say...
So they'll say...
"He died k**ing his fear"
"He died k**ing his fear"
Now would someone please tell me
Now would someone please tell me
Who the hell has had their hands over my eyes
Who the hell has had their hands over my eyes
How can I see with my eyes closed
How can I see with my eyes closed
Someone tell me...
Someone tell me...
Why I can't stay awake
Why I can't stay awake
I'm scared of no goodbyes
I'm scared of no goodbyes
I don't want a chance to say goodbye
I don't want a chance to say goodbye
So they'll say...
So they'll say...
"He always had a chance to say goodbye, but he never cared"
"He always had a chance to say goodbye, but he never cared"
Still there's always one last chance
Still there's always one last chance
The chance that says I'll lose her
The chance that says I'll lose her
When I don't want to
When I don't want to
I'm so damn vulnerable, who covered my eyes
I'm so damn vulnerable, who covered my eyes
Who was I kidding, so damn possible
Who was I kidding, so damn possible
Who led me to my d**h
Who led me to my d**h
So...so damn possible
So...so damn possible
Could you ever miss me
Could you ever miss me
This is where the impossiblity comes in
This is where the impossiblity comes in
I love you, but you're the worst
I love you, but you're the worst
It was always...so possible
It was always...so possible