Spilled Blood On My List Of Heartbreaks - So Possible lyrics

I was never prepared I was never prepared I've always gotten the best of me I've always gotten the best of me Why am I so damn blind Why am I so damn blind I pulled up a curtain and I saw... I pulled up a curtain and I saw... I saw reality I saw reality I looked back one more time to a lie I looked back one more time to a lie Then I fell out, not completely unvoluntary Then I fell out, not completely unvoluntary And these feelings aren't completely new And these feelings aren't completely new But I threw out the old But I threw out the old As a matter of fact, she's asleep on my driveway As a matter of fact, she's asleep on my driveway She couldn't wake up with a sunburn at this temperature She couldn't wake up with a sunburn at this temperature But the frostbite bit her But the frostbite bit her And I didn't flinch And I didn't flinch I love you, but you're the worst I love you, but you're the worst Now would you please...f**ing go home Now would you please...f**ing go home I never even saw I never even saw It was so possible It was so possible That's when I saw what everyone else's faces really were That's when I saw what everyone else's faces really were Haven't you ever heard of "Your pain is my pain" Haven't you ever heard of "Your pain is my pain" Why do you do this to me? Why do you do this to me? I finally remember what it's like to wake up with a frown and on my face with hidden clenched teeth I finally remember what it's like to wake up with a frown and on my face with hidden clenched teeth But I've just decided But I've just decided That I don't care anymore That I don't care anymore I'm scared of drowning I'm scared of drowning I wanna die drowning I wanna die drowning So they'll say... So they'll say... "He died k**ing his fear" "He died k**ing his fear" Now would someone please tell me Now would someone please tell me Who the hell has had their hands over my eyes Who the hell has had their hands over my eyes How can I see with my eyes closed How can I see with my eyes closed Someone tell me... Someone tell me... Why I can't stay awake Why I can't stay awake I'm scared of no goodbyes I'm scared of no goodbyes I don't want a chance to say goodbye I don't want a chance to say goodbye So they'll say... So they'll say... "He always had a chance to say goodbye, but he never cared" "He always had a chance to say goodbye, but he never cared" Still there's always one last chance Still there's always one last chance The chance that says I'll lose her The chance that says I'll lose her When I don't want to When I don't want to I'm so damn vulnerable, who covered my eyes I'm so damn vulnerable, who covered my eyes Who was I kidding, so damn possible Who was I kidding, so damn possible Who led me to my d**h Who led me to my d**h So...so damn possible So...so damn possible Could you ever miss me Could you ever miss me This is where the impossiblity comes in This is where the impossiblity comes in I love you, but you're the worst I love you, but you're the worst It was always...so possible It was always...so possible