I never thought we would end up like this
You watching from the shore while I'm drowning in the loneliness
Just a pretty face with a fatal kiss
I've decayed back into this
When someone leaves you may think that you have lost all hope
But don't you ever fret cuz you know you are not alone
From recent scars and broken mistakes
You know that nothing truly cuts like a razor blade
Cuz I can't even look into your eyes
And I won't ever falter for your lies
Cuz what was once perfect
Has been drowned into the dark
This life is haunting me and I can't seem to find any peace
Without the vices of my past paralyzing what's left of me
And now I've fallen in this rut
And f**ed up all that I've done
Can I escape my addictions?
To live another day to find cure that could make me stay
A few more shots a loaded gun and then I'll be on my way
The wolves are crawling at my eyes
And infiltrating my mind
This disease is my affliction
We were lost in our desperate day dreams
I never thought I would feel this way at nineteen
I'll drown you out and to forget your memory
The season of change is within me
Autumn
When someone leaves you may think that you have lost all hope
But don't you ever fret cuz you know you are not alone
From recent scars and broken mistakes
You know that nothing truly cuts like a razor blade
Cuz I can't even look into your eyes
And I won't ever falter for your lies
Cuz what was once perfect
Has been drowned into the dark
I've suffered so long
I can't go on
Cuz I can't even look into your eyes
And I won't ever falter for your lies
Cuz what was once perfect
Has been drowned into the dark
And you can't ever seem to follow through
Ive tried and tried but nothing is enough for you
Because what was once perfect
Has been drowned
Into the dark