I never thought we would end up like this You watching from the shore while I'm drowning in the loneliness Just a pretty face with a fatal kiss I've decayed back into this When someone leaves you may think that you have lost all hope But don't you ever fret cuz you know you are not alone From recent scars and broken mistakes You know that nothing truly cuts like a razor blade Cuz I can't even look into your eyes And I won't ever falter for your lies Cuz what was once perfect Has been drowned into the dark This life is haunting me and I can't seem to find any peace Without the vices of my past paralyzing what's left of me And now I've fallen in this rut And f**ed up all that I've done Can I escape my addictions? To live another day to find cure that could make me stay A few more shots a loaded gun and then I'll be on my way The wolves are crawling at my eyes And infiltrating my mind This disease is my affliction We were lost in our desperate day dreams I never thought I would feel this way at nineteen I'll drown you out and to forget your memory The season of change is within me Autumn When someone leaves you may think that you have lost all hope But don't you ever fret cuz you know you are not alone From recent scars and broken mistakes You know that nothing truly cuts like a razor blade Cuz I can't even look into your eyes And I won't ever falter for your lies Cuz what was once perfect Has been drowned into the dark I've suffered so long I can't go on Cuz I can't even look into your eyes And I won't ever falter for your lies Cuz what was once perfect Has been drowned into the dark And you can't ever seem to follow through Ive tried and tried but nothing is enough for you Because what was once perfect Has been drowned Into the dark