Right
I wasn't joking when I told you
So why d'ya laugh behind my back
And make the pains inside of me grow stronger
I always thought of you as some kind of supernova
Something so hot yet awe inspiring and beautiful
And possible it's all true
And I know that everything I say to you
You can see right through
So you know when I'm telling you
The truth this is what I really think of you
You're smart and brilliant all rolled into one
Able to make me laugh when all is gone
I guess what I'm trying to say is...
I love you
But it's much more than that
I'm trying to show you that
I was the best person you could ever had
I'd have never got mad shouted and snapped
Just treated you like gold
Even when we grew old
I guess now my past overshadows all that
Consistency is something you need for anything to work
Well there's a problem there
Cos love is the most unpredictable thing on this earth
I really don't mind what happens now and then
As long as you'll still be my friend in the end
Now I promise you right here and right now
On me you can always depend
Whether I'm feeling weak or strong your secrets are safe in me
I just want somewhere where I can belong
So take me up to where angels lie
Even if it's just for a few seconds just before I die
All I want is YOU
Now
I will try anything to get you to love me the way I love you
But nothing will change you
No act of compa**ion or love
It hurts me to say this but I won't change you
But there is something I can do
Is to not let these pricks f** my world up
Cause I know what I need to do now
And the first thing is to clear my head of you now
It will turn my life around cause at the moment
It's looking like a crock of sh**
And I apologise for being a co*ky prick
But that's something I need to do is the (???) rest of this sh**
To be noticed even if it meant looking like a dick
No one remembers a quiet kid
That's a fact so don't tell me that sh**
You know all I wanted to be was more like me
And less of what you wanted see
My head is clear now
And I can see it's the best way to be
And its made me genuinely happy
Now listen
And I know this is a f**ing rarity
But I need to tell you the stuff which is held within me
The hell will have to freeze over
Before the love inside dies for you
Each day the pains get worse and worse
To which I confess I fall down on my knees
And I pray to the almighty G
To release me from this crazy sit
Cause it even gets too much for me
So you know what makes it worse and worse
By ignoring every verse
It just makes me want to push the whole universe in anger
Everything that I see
Knowing fully how to treat thee
But not being able to act on the information inside of me
Just the sort of thing that makes you lead to insanity
I really don't want to go mad
But it's something that's going to happen to me
I just want to think and be alone and become free
Which leads me to a whole new state one where I can see
Me in a whole new light
And I found a new stage of humanity
I feel like a phoenix rising from the ashes
Filled with optimum happiness
God damn love what a f**ing mistake
What I really need is my mates behind my back
Protecting me from all this stupid fate and destiny bullsh**
More like rape
Big up to my mates, my crew and my homies
I love you
All despite all the throw backs
And tornado's which they launch at us
I'll live with you forever
Sounds such a buzz
Peace out