Sparks - Super Nova lyrics
Right I wasn't joking when I told you So why d'ya laugh behind my back And make the pains inside of me grow stronger I always thought of you as some kind of supernova Something so hot yet awe inspiring and beautiful And possible it's all true And I know that everything I say to you You can see right through So you know when I'm telling you The truth this is what I really think of you You're smart and brilliant all rolled into one Able to make me laugh when all is gone I guess what I'm trying to say is... I love you But it's much more than that I'm trying to show you that I was the best person you could ever had I'd have never got mad shouted and snapped Just treated you like gold Even when we grew old I guess now my past overshadows all that Consistency is something you need for anything to work Well there's a problem there Cos love is the most unpredictable thing on this earth I really don't mind what happens now and then As long as you'll still be my friend in the end Now I promise you right here and right now On me you can always depend Whether I'm feeling weak or strong your secrets are safe in me I just want somewhere where I can belong So take me up to where angels lie Even if it's just for a few seconds just before I die All I want is YOU Now I will try anything to get you to love me the way I love you But nothing will change you No act of compa**ion or love It hurts me to say this but I won't change you But there is something I can do Is to not let these pricks f** my world up Cause I know what I need to do now And the first thing is to clear my head of you now It will turn my life around cause at the moment It's looking like a crock of sh** And I apologise for being a co*ky prick But that's something I need to do is the (???) rest of this sh** To be noticed even if it meant looking like a dick No one remembers a quiet kid That's a fact so don't tell me that sh** You know all I wanted to be was more like me And less of what you wanted see My head is clear now And I can see it's the best way to be And its made me genuinely happy Now listen And I know this is a f**ing rarity But I need to tell you the stuff which is held within me The hell will have to freeze over Before the love inside dies for you Each day the pains get worse and worse To which I confess I fall down on my knees And I pray to the almighty G To release me from this crazy sit Cause it even gets too much for me So you know what makes it worse and worse By ignoring every verse It just makes me want to push the whole universe in anger Everything that I see Knowing fully how to treat thee But not being able to act on the information inside of me Just the sort of thing that makes you lead to insanity I really don't want to go mad But it's something that's going to happen to me I just want to think and be alone and become free Which leads me to a whole new state one where I can see Me in a whole new light And I found a new stage of humanity I feel like a phoenix rising from the ashes Filled with optimum happiness God damn love what a f**ing mistake What I really need is my mates behind my back Protecting me from all this stupid fate and destiny bullsh** More like rape Big up to my mates, my crew and my homies I love you All despite all the throw backs And tornado's which they launch at us I'll live with you forever Sounds such a buzz Peace out