[Verse 1]
I don't know what it's like to have a mom that was there
But I imagine waking up to "start combing your hair"
Are coming home from school or are you going somewhere?
And when I'm crying in my room
At least she'd show that she cared
And when I'm gone for too long, I'd bet she'd be scared
And when I can't sleep I'd bet she'd tell me I'm strong and start to sing me a song
Even if I did something wrong
That unconditional love is just something to crave
I imagine you'd stick up and always be brave
I'd bet you'd make me laugh and always ask about my day
And even when you're feeling sick you'd still find a way
Sit and listen to my music like all right away
Yell at me for being on my godforsaken phone
And you'd never let me feel like I've been fake or alone
I don't know if it's accurate if this actually happens
Or maybe a just fraction but it's what I imagine
[Hook]
I don't what it mean to me
It's all just a dream to me
Is this what it seems to be
And does it really happen, I don't really know, but it's what Imagine. 2x
[Verse 2]
I don't why I miss you cause I never got to kiss you
But I always used to diss you cause I guess you like misuse
Don't get me wrong mom
It's hard to forgive but even harder to forget
All of the lies and everything that you said
It hurts me a lot that you could lie to your son
So I guess this is my very last goodbye and I'm done
Why couldn't you be there and why couldn't you care?
And why could you bare to have me out of your sight
And you don't even know where this road is gonna take me
Man, I'm literally shaking
Cause I don't know if I love you or my heart is really faking
It's been ripped and torn apart and I know that it's breaking
It's sad to say you broke my heart before any girl would
You got my head spinning way more than the world could
So before I walk off and say my final goodbye
I'm gonna end this song with a cry out and "why?"
[Hook]