Spacely - I Imagine... lyrics

[Verse 1] I don't know what it's like to have a mom that was there But I imagine waking up to "start combing your hair" Are coming home from school or are you going somewhere? And when I'm crying in my room At least she'd show that she cared And when I'm gone for too long, I'd bet she'd be scared And when I can't sleep I'd bet she'd tell me I'm strong and start to sing me a song Even if I did something wrong That unconditional love is just something to crave I imagine you'd stick up and always be brave I'd bet you'd make me laugh and always ask about my day And even when you're feeling sick you'd still find a way Sit and listen to my music like all right away Yell at me for being on my godforsaken phone And you'd never let me feel like I've been fake or alone I don't know if it's accurate if this actually happens Or maybe a just fraction but it's what I imagine [Hook] I don't what it mean to me It's all just a dream to me Is this what it seems to be And does it really happen, I don't really know, but it's what Imagine. 2x [Verse 2] I don't why I miss you cause I never got to kiss you But I always used to diss you cause I guess you like misuse Don't get me wrong mom It's hard to forgive but even harder to forget All of the lies and everything that you said It hurts me a lot that you could lie to your son So I guess this is my very last goodbye and I'm done Why couldn't you be there and why couldn't you care? And why could you bare to have me out of your sight And you don't even know where this road is gonna take me Man, I'm literally shaking Cause I don't know if I love you or my heart is really faking It's been ripped and torn apart and I know that it's breaking It's sad to say you broke my heart before any girl would You got my head spinning way more than the world could So before I walk off and say my final goodbye I'm gonna end this song with a cry out and "why?" [Hook]