You deserve so much more than I could ever give
I stepped into the wind, just to catch a glimpse
I've never felt so choked than when these words fell from my mouth
This test has left me blessed, by a breath I just can't seem catch
Your name weighs so heavy on my heart
My breath echoes in this silence, but there's no comfort in the quiet
I'll separate from these cycles, but there's no comfort in the quiet
Well, I wish my lungs could sing, "I'm not sad anymore"
But honestly they can't, because honestly I am.
I apologize for the way that I directed then left you
But better now, than when we're past the point where we could make amends
I hate my name and every single thread and grain that makes up my soul
Well, I suppose I should have told you sooner
But I just couldn't maneuver the phrase and now I'm ashamed
With no one left to blame but my own name and its here I will remain
I wear me heart on my sleeve, but as you see I've got them rolled so tightly
If I could I would speak so soft and wipe away yours tears
But as I feared I am too late, because I stole your heart and dropped it so selfishly
I am a wretch, so stretch me out and hang me high
I am a wretch, and at my best I must confess, I'm nothing more than dust
Your name weighs so heavy on my heart
My breath echoes in this silence, but there's no comfort in the quiet
I'll separate from these cycles, but there's no comfort in the quiet
Nothing feels normal, nothing feels right