You deserve so much more than I could ever give I stepped into the wind, just to catch a glimpse I've never felt so choked than when these words fell from my mouth This test has left me blessed, by a breath I just can't seem catch Your name weighs so heavy on my heart My breath echoes in this silence, but there's no comfort in the quiet I'll separate from these cycles, but there's no comfort in the quiet Well, I wish my lungs could sing, "I'm not sad anymore" But honestly they can't, because honestly I am. I apologize for the way that I directed then left you But better now, than when we're past the point where we could make amends I hate my name and every single thread and grain that makes up my soul Well, I suppose I should have told you sooner But I just couldn't maneuver the phrase and now I'm ashamed With no one left to blame but my own name and its here I will remain I wear me heart on my sleeve, but as you see I've got them rolled so tightly If I could I would speak so soft and wipe away yours tears But as I feared I am too late, because I stole your heart and dropped it so selfishly I am a wretch, so stretch me out and hang me high I am a wretch, and at my best I must confess, I'm nothing more than dust Your name weighs so heavy on my heart My breath echoes in this silence, but there's no comfort in the quiet I'll separate from these cycles, but there's no comfort in the quiet Nothing feels normal, nothing feels right