[Verse 1]
As I
Look back
To where my life was
I was a quiet kid tryna fight the shyness, yeah
I ain't even know who the f** I was
17 and I fell in love
With some girl who didn't know much
Broke my heart and I fell in a trap
Wasted time I can never get back
Never really know where the f** I was at,,
Looking around everything was black
I was lost, so alone
Tryna do it on my own
Just a n***a tryna learn
Something that he never known
With no clue on who I am
And I didn't understand
So I started writing feelings
With a pencil on a pad
Relationships
The hatredness
I'm falling in that basic sh**
I started writing music so that part of me is making sense
[Hook]
The love is all in my words
The pain is all in my words
This sh** is all in my words yeah
Cause all the love in the world and all the hate in the world
I'll explain it in words yeah
[Verse 2]
I'd rather write it down cause I don't like talk about it
I put my life into this work I guess i'm lost without it
And I've been tryna fight my demons and nobody sees it
So let me tell my story some of you just might believe it
I graduated high school in twenty fifteen
I thought I had it planned out
Look how it went for me
I took the college route
To try to get my own degree
Hoping that I get it and my parents they'd be proud of me
But then I realized that I never really had no sk**s
Skipping cla** not sleeping well
Life started becoming hell
Nothing left to smile about
I wasn't making no one proud, the music was the only thing that ever really stuck around
[Hook]
The love is all in my words
The pain is all in my words
This sh** is all in my words yeah
Cause all the love in the world and all the hate in the world
I'll explain it in words yeah
[Verse 3]
On September
Eleventh
Of twenty fifteen
My big homie pa**ed away from a tragic scene
And after that
I felt depression slowly creeping up
Wasn't really sleeping much
Unmotivated for 3 months
And no one knows this but
I felt like life was done for me
And if I died
I'd be okay
I stopped believing in me
And you can die at any day
But are you satisfied?
With what you are and what you did
While you were still alive
In January took myself outta that writers block
Wrote an EP, welcomed you
To my not so happy paradise
Day an night
Working on my best work
Tryna have a voice
And ima use it with my own words
[Hook]
The love is all in my words
The pain is all in my words
This sh** is all in my words yeah
Cause all the love in the world and all the hate in the world
I'll explain it in words yeah