Sound Heightz - Words lyrics

[Verse 1] As I Look back To where my life was I was a quiet kid tryna fight the shyness, yeah I ain't even know who the f** I was 17 and I fell in love With some girl who didn't know much Broke my heart and I fell in a trap Wasted time I can never get back Never really know where the f** I was at,, Looking around everything was black I was lost, so alone Tryna do it on my own Just a n***a tryna learn Something that he never known With no clue on who I am And I didn't understand So I started writing feelings With a pencil on a pad Relationships The hatredness I'm falling in that basic sh** I started writing music so that part of me is making sense [Hook] The love is all in my words The pain is all in my words This sh** is all in my words yeah Cause all the love in the world and all the hate in the world I'll explain it in words yeah [Verse 2] I'd rather write it down cause I don't like talk about it I put my life into this work I guess i'm lost without it And I've been tryna fight my demons and nobody sees it So let me tell my story some of you just might believe it I graduated high school in twenty fifteen I thought I had it planned out Look how it went for me I took the college route To try to get my own degree Hoping that I get it and my parents they'd be proud of me But then I realized that I never really had no sk**s Skipping cla** not sleeping well Life started becoming hell Nothing left to smile about I wasn't making no one proud, the music was the only thing that ever really stuck around [Hook] The love is all in my words The pain is all in my words This sh** is all in my words yeah Cause all the love in the world and all the hate in the world I'll explain it in words yeah [Verse 3] On September Eleventh Of twenty fifteen My big homie pa**ed away from a tragic scene And after that I felt depression slowly creeping up Wasn't really sleeping much Unmotivated for 3 months And no one knows this but I felt like life was done for me And if I died I'd be okay I stopped believing in me And you can die at any day But are you satisfied? With what you are and what you did While you were still alive In January took myself outta that writers block Wrote an EP, welcomed you To my not so happy paradise Day an night Working on my best work Tryna have a voice And ima use it with my own words [Hook] The love is all in my words The pain is all in my words This sh** is all in my words yeah Cause all the love in the world and all the hate in the world I'll explain it in words yeah