You say there's a god
And you say you've got proofs
Well I've lost friends to h**n
So what's your god trying to prove?
You say he's alive
His spirit flows through your veins
Well I guess my best friend
Was just trying to help the spirit escape
And if there's a god
Do I make him proud?
Put a smile on his face?
My mother, she gave me a crucifix
She said, "Pray to Anthony if you lose this"
But how can I believe in god if he won't believe in me?
I let my anxieties overwhelm me
Tell me why I am blessed with this curse
There is holes in my head that put holes in my chest
It makes me feeling maybe I'd be better dead
I wanna get over the feeling that I'll never be good enough
And if there's a god
Do I make him proud?
Put a smile on her face?
And if you're with god
Am I making you proud
By waking up each day?
And if you're with god
Well, I hope you're proud
With a smile on your face
And if you're with god
Well, I hope you're proud
With a smile on your face