We've been over and all through it
now we're finaly going to do it
and it's tougher then I thought it ever be
I wish that I could hate her
If only I could break her
To see the world the way I want it seen
And its likely she would say the same of me
When my load gets a whole lot lighter
and my head gets screwed on tighter
and the time they say is required pa**es by
When I won't belong to her no more
and I can tear my eyes from the closing door
It's then I'll know for sure that I'll survive
We had monentary glances, second and third chances
and in between they always dissappear
Now I find myself accepting that we've gone in two directions
and I question where the hell I go from here
When the sky above me is going to clear
When my load gets a whole lot lighter
and my head gets screwed on tighter
and the time they say is required pa**es by
When I won't belong to her no more
and I can tear my eyes from the closing door
It's then I'll know for sure that I'll survive
The hardest part of letting go
Is that it ain't so cut and dry
You do the thing thats hard to do
and you tell yourself its right
and then you second guess yourself
and as you lie alone at night
and wonder how you ever said goodbye
When my load gets a whole lot lighter
and my head gets screwed on tighter
and the time they say is required pa**es by
When I won't belong to her no more
and I can tear my eyes from the closing door
It's then I'll know for sure that I'll survive
I will survive