We've been over and all through it now we're finaly going to do it and it's tougher then I thought it ever be I wish that I could hate her If only I could break her To see the world the way I want it seen And its likely she would say the same of me When my load gets a whole lot lighter and my head gets screwed on tighter and the time they say is required pa**es by When I won't belong to her no more and I can tear my eyes from the closing door It's then I'll know for sure that I'll survive We had monentary glances, second and third chances and in between they always dissappear Now I find myself accepting that we've gone in two directions and I question where the hell I go from here When the sky above me is going to clear When my load gets a whole lot lighter and my head gets screwed on tighter and the time they say is required pa**es by When I won't belong to her no more and I can tear my eyes from the closing door It's then I'll know for sure that I'll survive The hardest part of letting go Is that it ain't so cut and dry You do the thing thats hard to do and you tell yourself its right and then you second guess yourself and as you lie alone at night and wonder how you ever said goodbye When my load gets a whole lot lighter and my head gets screwed on tighter and the time they say is required pa**es by When I won't belong to her no more and I can tear my eyes from the closing door It's then I'll know for sure that I'll survive I will survive