(hook sample)
Light me up a cigarette and put it in my mouth
You're the only one that wants me around
And i can think of a thousand reasons why
I dont believe in you, i don't believe in you
(verse 1)
I meet a new girl, matter of weeks
And we're madly in love its like "what's the matter with me?"
That's what happens when you're f**ed up, you're believing it's fate
Feeling "please don't let this next one, be a mistake"
But something's changing, and right now it beats from my chest
We both did wrong in the past, i believe we're a mess
Put your 100 percent trust in something you need to invest if our
New relationship will ever be a success, yes
We all got a past, i know mine's worse than most
Judge me then leave, believe you won't be the first go
But you would know better, i know you been a home wrecker
You into d** too, never ending coke bender
Two to tango, are you an angel?
I guess that makes me the demon that removed your halo
I say my aim is love but its never enough
Its been so rough, invest my trust, keep getting crushed
(hook sample)
Light me up a cigarette and put it in my mouth
You're the only one that wants me to die
And i can think of a thousand reasons why
I dont believe in you, i don't believe in you
(verse 2)
If we are soul mates, but screw love as best friends
If we are these we'll be together til d**hbed
The bottle chugging booze from it daily you're not the new substance
Drug infuse f**ing just console from it
All my exes try to keep me clean they some dumb women
Becomes different when your love interest is with you on your drug binges
I try to find my perfect match, I've been hunting long
She great, lets me be me, I feel I'm doing nothing wrong
Don't wrong up the path for you ill be an amazing man
You can feel that realness in my blood when you shake my hand
Set a life course, meet a woman, change my plans
It falls apart, be with the next b**h, just the way i am
And i know all of the people can relate
Lost love that one thing that just been keeping us awake
Whats the point of sleeping, just to see another day
When our relationships been changing all the dreams that we create
So think about it, I'll drink a thousand shots of liquor, pound it
Pitcher drowning and reach a point where i can't sleep a wink without it
So now I ask myself if this is love
Or are we just a couple of idiots addicted to d**
(hook sample)
Light me up a cigarette and put it in my mouth
You're the only one that wants me to die
And i can think of a thousand reasons why
I don't believe in you, i don't believe in you
(verse 3)
Stop!
Cuz i dont wanna fight, I dont wanna scream no more
Why would i need to sleep when you been what im dreaming for
There'll be nothing left to love you with when my heart doesnt beat no more
If we're addicted to each other then these d** we dont need no more
No sleep for five days we won't stay up for six
We both said we love this sh**, there's no way for us to live
So much potential, the d** changing it all
It's wrong coming through from a blackout to bloodstain's on the wall
Baby i dont wanna live this way, neither do you
But i dont know how to quit this way, im feeling confused
Its not each other, its reality we're losing touch with
Why did we do this, all we using this abusive substance
I Grew to love this, but it soon becoming too destructive
They always told me that the devil would be too seductive
Bonnie and Clyde sh**, my hard rock shorty
Load up the needle, even tie my arm off for me
Thats our love story as f**ed up as it is
Still we stay together making it much tougher to quit
But this is how I live, sacrificing my respect
Im so used to abusive relationships its crazy what I accept myself
Cuz this isn't pride our jealousy that's inside
We both know we wanna go we're not telling each other why
We swear we'd share our love we're telling each other lies
We'll be be together forever we're helping each other die
(hook sample)
Light me up a cigarette and put it in my mouth
You're the only one that wants me to die
And i can think of a thousand reasons why
I don't believe in you, i don't believe in you