Solidmas - Helping Each Other Die lyrics

(hook sample) Light me up a cigarette and put it in my mouth You're the only one that wants me around And i can think of a thousand reasons why I dont believe in you, i don't believe in you (verse 1) I meet a new girl, matter of weeks And we're madly in love its like "what's the matter with me?" That's what happens when you're f**ed up, you're believing it's fate Feeling "please don't let this next one, be a mistake" But something's changing, and right now it beats from my chest We both did wrong in the past, i believe we're a mess Put your 100 percent trust in something you need to invest if our New relationship will ever be a success, yes We all got a past, i know mine's worse than most Judge me then leave, believe you won't be the first go But you would know better, i know you been a home wrecker You into d** too, never ending coke bender Two to tango, are you an angel? I guess that makes me the demon that removed your halo I say my aim is love but its never enough Its been so rough, invest my trust, keep getting crushed (hook sample) Light me up a cigarette and put it in my mouth You're the only one that wants me to die And i can think of a thousand reasons why I dont believe in you, i don't believe in you (verse 2) If we are soul mates, but screw love as best friends If we are these we'll be together til d**hbed The bottle chugging booze from it daily you're not the new substance Drug infuse f**ing just console from it All my exes try to keep me clean they some dumb women Becomes different when your love interest is with you on your drug binges I try to find my perfect match, I've been hunting long She great, lets me be me, I feel I'm doing nothing wrong Don't wrong up the path for you ill be an amazing man You can feel that realness in my blood when you shake my hand Set a life course, meet a woman, change my plans It falls apart, be with the next b**h, just the way i am And i know all of the people can relate Lost love that one thing that just been keeping us awake Whats the point of sleeping, just to see another day When our relationships been changing all the dreams that we create So think about it, I'll drink a thousand shots of liquor, pound it Pitcher drowning and reach a point where i can't sleep a wink without it So now I ask myself if this is love Or are we just a couple of idiots addicted to d** (hook sample) Light me up a cigarette and put it in my mouth You're the only one that wants me to die And i can think of a thousand reasons why I don't believe in you, i don't believe in you (verse 3) Stop! Cuz i dont wanna fight, I dont wanna scream no more Why would i need to sleep when you been what im dreaming for There'll be nothing left to love you with when my heart doesnt beat no more If we're addicted to each other then these d** we dont need no more No sleep for five days we won't stay up for six We both said we love this sh**, there's no way for us to live So much potential, the d** changing it all It's wrong coming through from a blackout to bloodstain's on the wall Baby i dont wanna live this way, neither do you But i dont know how to quit this way, im feeling confused Its not each other, its reality we're losing touch with Why did we do this, all we using this abusive substance I Grew to love this, but it soon becoming too destructive They always told me that the devil would be too seductive Bonnie and Clyde sh**, my hard rock shorty Load up the needle, even tie my arm off for me Thats our love story as f**ed up as it is Still we stay together making it much tougher to quit But this is how I live, sacrificing my respect Im so used to abusive relationships its crazy what I accept myself Cuz this isn't pride our jealousy that's inside We both know we wanna go we're not telling each other why We swear we'd share our love we're telling each other lies We'll be be together forever we're helping each other die (hook sample) Light me up a cigarette and put it in my mouth You're the only one that wants me to die And i can think of a thousand reasons why I don't believe in you, i don't believe in you