Distrust is my middle name, self hate is all the same
Maybe somewhere along the road I accidentally sold my soul (for what?)
Pardon me if I'm too intense, just tired of common sense
All the crap is building up, my mouth is open and just won't shut
Used to believe in revolution, realized I was the only one
Question everything they say, besides whose life is this anyway
Confusion washing me, drenched with indignity
Belligerent authority, bloodied by the right to be
Throw it away, it away, it away
Tactiq
I'm feeling twice my age and treated half the same
I don't hate my loss of luck, I just hate feeling so washed up (for what?)
My life's become a phase, rushing past me in a daze
Taught me how to speak my mind without making it up in time
Nobody is against me, I'm my worst enemy
Tired of wasting all my time to take back what is mine
Confusion washing me, drenched with indignity
Belligerent authority, bloodied by the right to be
I've always listened to what they told me, never gave in with a fight
No one took time to comprehend me, or even ask me what was right
All that's left of my decisions be they only white or black
Have all been filled with "You're nothing", I finally want to take them back for me
Now I'm restless here, can't seem to part with fear
Feeling like I'm drowning and feeling all dried up (for what?)
Spit out and s**ed back in, the reason's getting thin
No cash to buy their lies, just the rage behind my eyes
I keep waiting for the day that I can give it all away
Get this monster out of my head and stop wishing that I was dead
Confusion washing me, drenched with indignity
Belligerent authority, bloodied by the right to be me
Let it all go