Distrust is my middle name, self hate is all the same Maybe somewhere along the road I accidentally sold my soul (for what?) Pardon me if I'm too intense, just tired of common sense All the crap is building up, my mouth is open and just won't shut Used to believe in revolution, realized I was the only one Question everything they say, besides whose life is this anyway Confusion washing me, drenched with indignity Belligerent authority, bloodied by the right to be Throw it away, it away, it away Tactiq I'm feeling twice my age and treated half the same I don't hate my loss of luck, I just hate feeling so washed up (for what?) My life's become a phase, rushing past me in a daze Taught me how to speak my mind without making it up in time Nobody is against me, I'm my worst enemy Tired of wasting all my time to take back what is mine Confusion washing me, drenched with indignity Belligerent authority, bloodied by the right to be I've always listened to what they told me, never gave in with a fight No one took time to comprehend me, or even ask me what was right All that's left of my decisions be they only white or black Have all been filled with "You're nothing", I finally want to take them back for me Now I'm restless here, can't seem to part with fear Feeling like I'm drowning and feeling all dried up (for what?) Spit out and s**ed back in, the reason's getting thin No cash to buy their lies, just the rage behind my eyes I keep waiting for the day that I can give it all away Get this monster out of my head and stop wishing that I was dead Confusion washing me, drenched with indignity Belligerent authority, bloodied by the right to be me Let it all go