[Verse 1]
With this pen I gain grip, gangrene finger tip,cigarette stained, chest pain, dope sick
Im confused, self abused, no rules or amused on,how the world turns, money burns
Pointless views,everybody's got a little f**in' story to tell, mines about growing up in A f**in' hotel, with dreams to excel everybody's expectations, patiently waiting, define
Complications, so f**in' far below the poverty line, had my mind inclined to hate mankind
Macaroni with no cheese, just bu*ter and salt, seventeen years old, angry, charged with a**ault
Countless counts of mischief it wasn't my fault, rap music made me do it, plus I was sipping the malt
Nobody gave a f**in' sh** about me back in the day, this cat was a stray, lost in disarray, I decay
Now come on!
Chorus:
I close my eyes, and
All I see is black
Memories from the
Past don't describe
Where we at man
Times change, life
Rolls on, a strange
Picture is drawn
Before we dead and
We gone now
I close my eyes, and
All I see is black
Memories from the
Past don't describe
Where we at man
Times change, life
Rolls on, a strange
Picture is drawn
Before we dead and
We gone now
[Verse 2]
Hard times is a part of growing up, smoke inhalation, probation breached, never showing up
The old man's empty cans cashed at the depot, repo my life, it's been a fight to feel equal, snatch
The groceries out your car when you take the cart back, smoke break, no pack, f** every things racked
I'm trying to change, I'm trying to be a man, a wide range of crime seems to be my only plan, I didn't ask for
This, this asked for me, it's hard to breathe drowning in a sea of misbeliefs I've, yet to reach my
Comfort zone I'm, stuck adolescent in a body full grown, people grilling me
Accurately pre conceived notions of my emotional stability, telling myself, things will be okay
While my other self says f** life, die slowly!
Chorus:
I close my eyes, and
All I see is black
Memories from the
Past don't describe
Where we at man
Times change, life
Rolls on, a strange
Picture is drawn
Before we dead and
We gone now
I close my eyes, and
All I see is black
Memories from the
Past don't describe
Where we at man
Times change, life
Rolls on, a strange
Picture is drawn
Before we dead and
We gone now