Snak The Ripper - Dead and gone lyrics

[Verse 1] With this pen I gain grip, gangrene finger tip,cigarette stained, chest pain, dope sick Im confused, self abused, no rules or amused on,how the world turns, money burns Pointless views,everybody's got a little f**in' story to tell, mines about growing up in A f**in' hotel, with dreams to excel everybody's expectations, patiently waiting, define Complications, so f**in' far below the poverty line, had my mind inclined to hate mankind Macaroni with no cheese, just bu*ter and salt, seventeen years old, angry, charged with a**ault Countless counts of mischief it wasn't my fault, rap music made me do it, plus I was sipping the malt Nobody gave a f**in' sh** about me back in the day, this cat was a stray, lost in disarray, I decay Now come on! Chorus: I close my eyes, and All I see is black Memories from the Past don't describe Where we at man Times change, life Rolls on, a strange Picture is drawn Before we dead and We gone now I close my eyes, and All I see is black Memories from the Past don't describe Where we at man Times change, life Rolls on, a strange Picture is drawn Before we dead and We gone now [Verse 2] Hard times is a part of growing up, smoke inhalation, probation breached, never showing up The old man's empty cans cashed at the depot, repo my life, it's been a fight to feel equal, snatch The groceries out your car when you take the cart back, smoke break, no pack, f** every things racked I'm trying to change, I'm trying to be a man, a wide range of crime seems to be my only plan, I didn't ask for This, this asked for me, it's hard to breathe drowning in a sea of misbeliefs I've, yet to reach my Comfort zone I'm, stuck adolescent in a body full grown, people grilling me Accurately pre conceived notions of my emotional stability, telling myself, things will be okay While my other self says f** life, die slowly! Chorus: I close my eyes, and All I see is black Memories from the Past don't describe Where we at man Times change, life Rolls on, a strange Picture is drawn Before we dead and We gone now I close my eyes, and All I see is black Memories from the Past don't describe Where we at man Times change, life Rolls on, a strange Picture is drawn Before we dead and We gone now