[Verse 1]
Every night up, far away from sleeping/
Something bothering my being, a part of me is being/
Devouring my thoughts, consumes my art like a museum/
Blind to what you never knew, maybe its time I let you see in/
On the way to my heaven I'm dodging demons/
That seem to have been with me since I have been on D sh**/ (sh**)
That's since a child or whatever/
Since a child I have learned that I should smile through whatever/
Extinguished candles on a cake don't mean a wish is made/
Or wishing well, I wish you well when you skipping change/
Its hard to know if you are working hard enough/
When you ain't sure if ya own pops give a flying f**/ (what)
Tryna ruin me as I'm blooming/
Like stepping on flower during spring showers/
And though we've made up that sh** has stuck with me/
Staring at my emotions as they trouble me/
This is just reflection
[Hook]
Will everything be alright/
Will everything be alright/
This is just reflection/
Will everything be alright/
Will everything be alright/
This is just reflection/
[Verse 2]
Torturing myself with old memories/
Or were they nightmares seeing I live a dream/
I remember breaking down thinking I can't take it now/
Why the hell is all of this happening to me/
I was just young, dumb and hopeful/
Banking on the unsure while being boastful/
I thought I lost it all a few years back/
About the same time that I got my tears back/
Cuz lord knows that I hadnt cried since the year my brother died/
Emotions, I couldn't feel that/
I felt like my world had gone up in flames/
Til I woke to tomorrow and made sense of this change/
I ain't expressing my misery for sympathy/
This is to identify, see what you could live to be/
Hear the beauty in my lines, audio caligraphy/
Truth got you feeling like you mirror me/
This is just reflection/
[Hook]