[Verse 1]
Maybe I am tripping…all this time the
State that I've been in is breaking my intention
…all around are people telling me to
Stay in my position - here's what I'm presented
Take what I've been given change the life I'm living
Break the cycle and them chains that bind my wisdom
Make the right decision? Or decide to ditch this
Frame of mind I'm in it's painful I can dig it…
…fake persona fate entwined I'm drifting
Off the side and trying to save what I am gripping
All the past imprisonment that I have did is
Weight upon my mental status I am bending
Strain it's hard I crave the final ending
Every single minute caves to my remission
Medicine I'm taking my prescription
Doesn't help when all I'm do is strife impending
Look - I don't wanna focus on the bad things
Sure, I'm better than I was in the past but
Nothing that I'm doing gets me closer to the bra** ring
Everything breaks so nothing will last…
Nothing will survive in this rash season…
…even friendships get dragged
All I know is lost it don't have meaning, don't
Know if I'm up to the task, I
Wonder if it's all blunted if I'm gonna
Die I don't understand the point of it everything in-
-side ends in jealousy I won't covet thinking my de-
-sire is the focus of the whole summit, don't trust it
Guess that I'm back to the start where the
Loneliness creeps and the tragedy's starred I don't
Know what it means given half of my heart is the
Reason I'm even reacting at all
[Hook]
All you know In your life this, this
Dark creeping inside this feeling's
Strong living and thriving, there's
No use in surviving if it's
Wrong you cannot hide it, you're
So tired of fighting carry on
On think you're alright but would your
God say that you're righteous? Would your
God say that you're righteous? Would
God say that you're righteous when it's
Strong living and thriving there's
No use in surviving if it's
Wrong you cannot hide it, you're
So tired of fighting carry on
On think you're alright but would your
God say that you're righteous?