SLRxFLR - "Righteous" lyrics

[Verse 1] Maybe I am tripping…all this time the State that I've been in is breaking my intention …all around are people telling me to Stay in my position - here's what I'm presented Take what I've been given change the life I'm living Break the cycle and them chains that bind my wisdom Make the right decision? Or decide to ditch this Frame of mind I'm in it's painful I can dig it… …fake persona fate entwined I'm drifting Off the side and trying to save what I am gripping All the past imprisonment that I have did is Weight upon my mental status I am bending Strain it's hard I crave the final ending Every single minute caves to my remission Medicine I'm taking my prescription Doesn't help when all I'm do is strife impending Look - I don't wanna focus on the bad things Sure, I'm better than I was in the past but Nothing that I'm doing gets me closer to the bra** ring Everything breaks so nothing will last… Nothing will survive in this rash season… …even friendships get dragged All I know is lost it don't have meaning, don't Know if I'm up to the task, I Wonder if it's all blunted if I'm gonna Die I don't understand the point of it everything in- -side ends in jealousy I won't covet thinking my de- -sire is the focus of the whole summit, don't trust it Guess that I'm back to the start where the Loneliness creeps and the tragedy's starred I don't Know what it means given half of my heart is the Reason I'm even reacting at all [Hook] All you know In your life this, this Dark creeping inside this feeling's Strong living and thriving, there's No use in surviving if it's Wrong you cannot hide it, you're So tired of fighting carry on On think you're alright but would your God say that you're righteous? Would your God say that you're righteous? Would God say that you're righteous when it's Strong living and thriving there's No use in surviving if it's Wrong you cannot hide it, you're So tired of fighting carry on On think you're alright but would your God say that you're righteous?