[Reflekt]
I'd be lying if I told you I'm fine…
Polaroids tell the story
Nicotine making me feel fine
But my friends say they're worried
Pa**ions fade to crutches
It's three AM again
I'm tired and don't care much but
Oh to be honest I hate the way I am
[Chorus][Reflekt]
And I feel like a candle
Burning from the inside out
On the outside I'm fine
But on the inside I'm melting away
[SLRxFLR]
To say I tried my best is the fact of this final lesson
But nothing matters, such disaster still inscribed regrets, I
Will stumble backwards trying to run from all the trials set cause
Theres no way weather any storm when I provide the essence
Tired of heights I'm guessing, that if I fall then it's my
Fault and still I prime the question…nobody answers when I
Call I am denied the effort, though when I'm needed people
Seek me 'til their eyes are wet and herein lies the crime? Depression
Prior to my reflection…I was the I was the prophet setting
Off upon his lightest quest with smile despite expression
But looking back upon this fire, wreckage, life's suggestion…
…to end it all with bloodied pa**ion in this tired segment
Why is it I am stressing this crime is what I'm addressing
Vibrant with dialect and these thymes are my finest weapon
But it still ain't enough…when everything I
Give will soon be casted into dust…this path I'm on is
Rough…and yet I carry on into this reddish dawn
See if I stopped then I would follow those who set upon this
Precious Godless clever endeavor stretching their heavy arms
I am not the only one who walks this road and carries crosses
Very often I have seen destruction caused by reckless doctrine
Led to aggression letting off with venom septic caustic
See I could beckon every soul that I have touched, and every
Ear receiving blessings with these words that I have thrust, or even
Nerves that I have struck, but it's absurd that I should trust, another
Person lacking purpose down these curves I shouldn't rush, just a
Service I should clutch but I am certain never nervous still am
Earnest with the fervency I'm sure I would erupt, though I'm
Back to how I was and not at all of who I want to be
I pray that I will not succumb to all the falsities and
Hold onto the proper teachings responding like I should mean it
Even if - nothing seems to matter when the day's over
Even if nothing seems to matter when the day's over..
[Chorus][Reflekt](3x)
And I feel like a candle
Burning from the inside out
On the outside I'm fine
But on the inside I'm melting away