SLRxFLR - Reflekt - "Candle" lyrics

[Reflekt] I'd be lying if I told you I'm fine… Polaroids tell the story Nicotine making me feel fine But my friends say they're worried Pa**ions fade to crutches It's three AM again I'm tired and don't care much but Oh to be honest I hate the way I am [Chorus][Reflekt] And I feel like a candle Burning from the inside out On the outside I'm fine But on the inside I'm melting away [SLRxFLR] To say I tried my best is the fact of this final lesson But nothing matters, such disaster still inscribed regrets, I Will stumble backwards trying to run from all the trials set cause Theres no way weather any storm when I provide the essence Tired of heights I'm guessing, that if I fall then it's my Fault and still I prime the question…nobody answers when I Call I am denied the effort, though when I'm needed people Seek me 'til their eyes are wet and herein lies the crime? Depression Prior to my reflection…I was the I was the prophet setting Off upon his lightest quest with smile despite expression But looking back upon this fire, wreckage, life's suggestion… …to end it all with bloodied pa**ion in this tired segment Why is it I am stressing this crime is what I'm addressing Vibrant with dialect and these thymes are my finest weapon But it still ain't enough…when everything I Give will soon be casted into dust…this path I'm on is Rough…and yet I carry on into this reddish dawn See if I stopped then I would follow those who set upon this Precious Godless clever endeavor stretching their heavy arms I am not the only one who walks this road and carries crosses Very often I have seen destruction caused by reckless doctrine Led to aggression letting off with venom septic caustic See I could beckon every soul that I have touched, and every Ear receiving blessings with these words that I have thrust, or even Nerves that I have struck, but it's absurd that I should trust, another Person lacking purpose down these curves I shouldn't rush, just a Service I should clutch but I am certain never nervous still am Earnest with the fervency I'm sure I would erupt, though I'm Back to how I was and not at all of who I want to be I pray that I will not succumb to all the falsities and Hold onto the proper teachings responding like I should mean it Even if - nothing seems to matter when the day's over Even if nothing seems to matter when the day's over.. [Chorus][Reflekt](3x) And I feel like a candle Burning from the inside out On the outside I'm fine But on the inside I'm melting away