I'm trying to find hope
But I know that I'm in hell
This fire keeps me warm
Or burns me alive, I can't tell
Can't see to break away
Ever since that day
Something about this place isn't the same
All the guilt and anxiety
I wish you could see the pain you've caused
Everyday I say just take me away
Even when I'm alright you're not there to see
Trapped in my own ways
Drugged out and a bottle deep
And I can't see to break free
So is this where it ends?
The final chapter of my destiny
Will this mean something
When everything ends
When everything ends
Fighting for a day of change
If only you saw what you put me through
I've been living in agony
I'm losing my mind again
I'm too afraid to sleep
Drown myself in this liquor
Wondering what these pills do
So is this where it ends?
The final chapter of my destiny
Will this mean something
When everything ends
When everything ends
The final chapter of my destiny
When it all ends
I'm spiraling down a path of no return
Can I save myself or will I fall?
I picked my poison
I watch the lights bleed into the sky
I need to heal and forget the past
If I refuse
I'll die slower
I'll always lose in the end
One final bet
One last high
I'm blessed with a curse
I fight in my own head
I think that my body knows that I'm helpless
That my only hope is a lie
That I'll chase my shadow until I die