[Verse 1]
Writing these lines
While watching the sunshine
Erode the skyline
My life's a turnstile turning to one side
But I'm medicated poppin pills like there's no tomorrow
Hoping it takes me from my sorrow
Feeling lethargic when I'm spitting hard sh**
Fixed on sedation thanks to alcohol and medication
Helps me escape the haunting and the taunting
Of demons and memories that won't dispurse
It's a curse on my state of being
It's so unfreeing
So I'm taking false realities of 30 cc's
Time is escaping me, the d** forsaken me
Lost my grip on reality
White lines on the table, no warning on the labels
Still inside my eyes i see the lies, i need the high to escape from the fear pain and the lies
I am amazed
But i feel ashamed
In some ways I'm just the same
I'm just the same
I'm a barbarian in retrospect an alien
Spitting so Shakespearean
To be raps new valedictorian
Titan in this sh** I'm the new Hyperion
You want to hate on the kid please what's your criterion
As in what's your basis
Or you just hate this cause you ain't this
Get used to it
n***a just face it
Just cause you basic
You can't stop the one I'm neo in the matrix