Skipper (Jeff) - Barbarian lyrics

[Verse 1] Writing these lines While watching the sunshine Erode the skyline My life's a turnstile turning to one side But I'm medicated poppin pills like there's no tomorrow Hoping it takes me from my sorrow Feeling lethargic when I'm spitting hard sh** Fixed on sedation thanks to alcohol and medication Helps me escape the haunting and the taunting Of demons and memories that won't dispurse It's a curse on my state of being It's so unfreeing So I'm taking false realities of 30 cc's Time is escaping me, the d** forsaken me Lost my grip on reality White lines on the table, no warning on the labels Still inside my eyes i see the lies, i need the high to escape from the fear pain and the lies I am amazed But i feel ashamed In some ways I'm just the same I'm just the same I'm a barbarian in retrospect an alien Spitting so Shakespearean To be raps new valedictorian Titan in this sh** I'm the new Hyperion You want to hate on the kid please what's your criterion As in what's your basis Or you just hate this cause you ain't this Get used to it n***a just face it Just cause you basic You can't stop the one I'm neo in the matrix