You ever had a dream
Where you couldn't breathe
Grabbed a f**ing blade
Lifted up your sleeve
Just a cry for help
Pause in disbelief
Running from the fear
Wish it was make belief
Now you cannot see
What you're going for
And your visions blurry
Lying on the floor
Pills all in your system
Yet you down some more
And you feel your heart pounding though you know its torn
Now ask yourself
Is this really me
Is this really life
All my hopes and dreams
Falling in the trash
Or flowing down the sink
Just trying to find reason to down this drink
Driving down the road
Foot all on the gas
In the dark of night
Hope i would just crash
There would be no love
There would be no hate
Just the sound of nothing
But my f**ing pain
Hiding in the shadow
Shadow of despair
People say they get it
But they never care
Now they start to ask
But i do not share
All they need to know
Is that I'm f**ing scared
Scared of the night
Scared of myself
Blood all in my hand
Please do not tell
Now you really see
Who i really am
Just another person
Just another man
With a f**ing dream
Trying not to cry
Trying not to scream
Wish i would die
Now these people see
That I'm really hurt
Now these people see
That I'm really hurt