You ever had a dream Where you couldn't breathe Grabbed a f**ing blade Lifted up your sleeve Just a cry for help Pause in disbelief Running from the fear Wish it was make belief Now you cannot see What you're going for And your visions blurry Lying on the floor Pills all in your system Yet you down some more And you feel your heart pounding though you know its torn Now ask yourself Is this really me Is this really life All my hopes and dreams Falling in the trash Or flowing down the sink Just trying to find reason to down this drink Driving down the road Foot all on the gas In the dark of night Hope i would just crash There would be no love There would be no hate Just the sound of nothing But my f**ing pain Hiding in the shadow Shadow of despair People say they get it But they never care Now they start to ask But i do not share All they need to know Is that I'm f**ing scared Scared of the night Scared of myself Blood all in my hand Please do not tell Now you really see Who i really am Just another person Just another man With a f**ing dream Trying not to cry Trying not to scream Wish i would die Now these people see That I'm really hurt Now these people see That I'm really hurt