I don't wanna be loved I wanna be respected
Your coming in my town thinking your the freshest
Well, your not, I'm so hot, I'll sicken you with gut rot
And then ill f**ing slice your sh** and end all your luck
My future is as fly as my past
So pa** the hash so I can f**ing relax
I'm a heretic of society, least I don't got sobriety
Cause I know that the ladies don't say hi to me
Look at your fate before I make an escape
From mine, cause I'm bound to blow your f**ing mind
This is the end of life as you know it
I tried my best but like a gun to the head I blew it
And the mess of the dead stained society red
Cause suicide took me to bed. dead
As I hang here I tried to right a letter
To my pa my brother and m,y lovely mother
But the belt snapped and I tumbled to reality
Another day another hour wishing I was a causality
A 45 in the eye be a quick way to end it
But for me, from a tree
Thats were I'm hanging
Ya'll people be harsh and cruel
I'm just trying not to act a fool
And when you catch me slipping up you don't let up
And i try so hard not to make cuts
On your throat cause to me lifes a joke
Ill end it so fast that you'll f**ing choke
So try me one more time, I've waited this long to take mine
And I'm not faking like you f*ggots you ain't schizophrenic you ain't manic
And the hallucinations of my disease puts me on my knees
Cause I'm trying so hard not to leave you deceased