Ska - FAREWELL lyrics

I don't wanna be loved I wanna be respected Your coming in my town thinking your the freshest Well, your not, I'm so hot, I'll sicken you with gut rot And then ill f**ing slice your sh** and end all your luck My future is as fly as my past So pa** the hash so I can f**ing relax I'm a heretic of society, least I don't got sobriety Cause I know that the ladies don't say hi to me Look at your fate before I make an escape From mine, cause I'm bound to blow your f**ing mind This is the end of life as you know it I tried my best but like a gun to the head I blew it And the mess of the dead stained society red Cause suicide took me to bed. dead As I hang here I tried to right a letter To my pa my brother and m,y lovely mother But the belt snapped and I tumbled to reality Another day another hour wishing I was a causality A 45 in the eye be a quick way to end it But for me, from a tree Thats were I'm hanging Ya'll people be harsh and cruel I'm just trying not to act a fool And when you catch me slipping up you don't let up And i try so hard not to make cuts On your throat cause to me lifes a joke Ill end it so fast that you'll f**ing choke So try me one more time, I've waited this long to take mine And I'm not faking like you f*ggots you ain't schizophrenic you ain't manic And the hallucinations of my disease puts me on my knees Cause I'm trying so hard not to leave you deceased