[Verse 1]
True measure of self-trust;
Am I falling in love?
Am I drowning in lust?
Wide hips, great tits, soft lips, little hands
Strong eyes, smooth lies, loves to hear me fiddle and
She plays guitar, has the aura of a shining star
Takes me far from my character defining scars
Sets the par she's the course that's been aligning mars
With our hearts we'll be tending to be pending art
[Verse 2]
Strollin' through the campus, it was barely night
Took a right, around the corner, heart was stopped by the sight
Of a fly young shorty with a body so right
Hourgla** frame, that a** had me thinkin' I might
Wanna step to her, so I slowed my roll
Closer I got the more my insecurities took a toll;
The way her hips swayed made me question my approach
Her hair flowed in the air like a beauteous cloud of smoke
Her face? Designed by divine divinity
Her eyes? Often offered a short glimpse into infinity
Those thighs had me wishin' I could get in that vicinity
But wishin's all I could do cuz cold feet had started hittin' me
[Verse 3]
And this is my confession
I'm addicted, my obsession
Eats my flesh and s** my soul through this succession
Hey yo it's k**in' me
It saturates my system like it's resin
It's collectin' into sections of my conscious thought reflections
Left me guessin' since inception while you got me in this session
Sit and listen ‘til it stiffens like erections
She made a first impression, by sensually caressin'
Every question and concern that I had mentioned
I got huge agenda but a short span of attention
Which is probably for the better cuz I didn't bring protection
Set cuz my solitary goal was my ascension
I learned to never question my intentions
[Verse 4]
Here it was, the moment of truth
About to cross paths, if I speak she'll probably think I'm a freak with no cla**
Alas, my hesitant voice was mute as we pa**
So far beyond cute she made feel that I was trash
Kept rollin' left my feelings in stash
Uncontent, as I turn my head for a last look at that a**
But fast forward, it's about a week later
Makin strolls, truth be told, I still wanted to date her
Her image, still imprinted on my mind like a branding
Wishin' for understandin'
So I can get my hands in
Her blouse, pants, and in her palm while we talk
Right then, I noticed baby girl's signature walk
Thought I'd go for it right?
Couldn't do me no harm
But as the view focused, noticed something attached to her arm
It was the dumbest f**in a** that I had ever seen
If this dude was worthy, my a** must've been pristine
Green with envy, I knew that I couldn't hack it
Fact is
I only had my loser a** to be mad at
Should've spoke up, and not a**ume that I'd get laughed at
Now all I do is sigh depressively like “damn, I could've had that.”
[Verse 5]
All of my life has been wasted waitin'
Tryin' to return to a time and place when
Life wasn't cheap, wasn't rushed or hastened
Tryin to believe all these dreams I'm chasing
What is it mean to be the one and only?
How does it feel to be loved and lonely?
This is for those who feel you must control me
I would never believe a damn thing you told me, it goes
What does it mean to be the first and last?
The question k**s me and it hurts to ask
I know when times are rough
There are worse have pa**ed
But I must escape my curse I've cast
And if you made me choose between the rhythm and blues
I'd choose the blues and steady rock ‘em in my blue suede shoes
I was already born on the ones and the twos
And in the cuts muthaf**as that's how I do