[Verse 1] True measure of self-trust; Am I falling in love? Am I drowning in lust? Wide hips, great tits, soft lips, little hands Strong eyes, smooth lies, loves to hear me fiddle and She plays guitar, has the aura of a shining star Takes me far from my character defining scars Sets the par she's the course that's been aligning mars With our hearts we'll be tending to be pending art [Verse 2] Strollin' through the campus, it was barely night Took a right, around the corner, heart was stopped by the sight Of a fly young shorty with a body so right Hourgla** frame, that a** had me thinkin' I might Wanna step to her, so I slowed my roll Closer I got the more my insecurities took a toll; The way her hips swayed made me question my approach Her hair flowed in the air like a beauteous cloud of smoke Her face? Designed by divine divinity Her eyes? Often offered a short glimpse into infinity Those thighs had me wishin' I could get in that vicinity But wishin's all I could do cuz cold feet had started hittin' me [Verse 3] And this is my confession I'm addicted, my obsession Eats my flesh and s** my soul through this succession Hey yo it's k**in' me It saturates my system like it's resin It's collectin' into sections of my conscious thought reflections Left me guessin' since inception while you got me in this session Sit and listen ‘til it stiffens like erections She made a first impression, by sensually caressin' Every question and concern that I had mentioned I got huge agenda but a short span of attention Which is probably for the better cuz I didn't bring protection Set cuz my solitary goal was my ascension I learned to never question my intentions [Verse 4] Here it was, the moment of truth About to cross paths, if I speak she'll probably think I'm a freak with no cla** Alas, my hesitant voice was mute as we pa** So far beyond cute she made feel that I was trash Kept rollin' left my feelings in stash Uncontent, as I turn my head for a last look at that a** But fast forward, it's about a week later Makin strolls, truth be told, I still wanted to date her Her image, still imprinted on my mind like a branding Wishin' for understandin' So I can get my hands in Her blouse, pants, and in her palm while we talk Right then, I noticed baby girl's signature walk Thought I'd go for it right? Couldn't do me no harm But as the view focused, noticed something attached to her arm It was the dumbest f**in a** that I had ever seen If this dude was worthy, my a** must've been pristine Green with envy, I knew that I couldn't hack it Fact is I only had my loser a** to be mad at Should've spoke up, and not a**ume that I'd get laughed at Now all I do is sigh depressively like “damn, I could've had that.” [Verse 5] All of my life has been wasted waitin' Tryin' to return to a time and place when Life wasn't cheap, wasn't rushed or hastened Tryin to believe all these dreams I'm chasing What is it mean to be the one and only? How does it feel to be loved and lonely? This is for those who feel you must control me I would never believe a damn thing you told me, it goes What does it mean to be the first and last? The question k**s me and it hurts to ask I know when times are rough There are worse have pa**ed But I must escape my curse I've cast And if you made me choose between the rhythm and blues I'd choose the blues and steady rock ‘em in my blue suede shoes I was already born on the ones and the twos And in the cuts muthaf**as that's how I do