Eyyy yo I feel like I've never been loved
So I want introspection to grace ah topic that's never been touched
They ask why I don't watch the news as if it's ah question
Because I'll look in the mirror if I wanna feel depression
I'll turn on the news when I wanna see reflection
I'll slit my wrists if I wanna reach perfection
And that's somethen beyond your comprehension
Lika car runnin without an engine
I might laugh an smile
But most the time I don't have ah smile
An when I do it's ah plastic smile
I reminesce asa child
Justa small fish in the nile
Ignorance is bliss an in style
I think as all the kids fill hevean the good die young probably why I'm still present
The pages of the bible felt like rollin papers
With that bein said how can I know the savior
The ones that love you grow ta hate ya
Everytime I wanna curl into ah ball they wanna pitch me to the batter
So sorry if it's sh**ty but you don't matter
Or maybe I don't
Maybe this is unformal
Imma self conscious narcissist
If it evens out maybe I'll be normal
Sometimes I can't tell anyone how I feel
Ironically it's like my social
My wallets ah security number i'm bout to go postal
But not like ah zip code more like an omerta zips code
Instead of 6 bros with trench coats
I'm bout to implode
8 emotions into a 357
Magnum
Point at the reflection blastin
Now that's deppression crashin along with ah murdered news cast so tell me if you still love em he's albert anaesthesia he feels nothen
All 8 rounds to take down
What creates smiles an creates frowns
Were fear truth an hates found
Where everything's monotone
And not a single sign of god is shown
In the mind of Sir L feel nothen like ah brick wall
Cuz they used his soul lika kick ball since he was lika inch tall
Pen puffs primo to numb it down
So you can feel it when it comes to ground till then I'll never dumb it down
And that's that's all I got so far gotta numb it down