Sir-L-Briggs - Numb It Down lyrics

Eyyy yo I feel like I've never been loved So I want introspection to grace ah topic that's never been touched They ask why I don't watch the news as if it's ah question Because I'll look in the mirror if I wanna feel depression I'll turn on the news when I wanna see reflection I'll slit my wrists if I wanna reach perfection And that's somethen beyond your comprehension Lika car runnin without an engine I might laugh an smile But most the time I don't have ah smile An when I do it's ah plastic smile I reminesce asa child Justa small fish in the nile Ignorance is bliss an in style I think as all the kids fill hevean the good die young probably why I'm still present The pages of the bible felt like rollin papers With that bein said how can I know the savior The ones that love you grow ta hate ya Everytime I wanna curl into ah ball they wanna pitch me to the batter So sorry if it's sh**ty but you don't matter Or maybe I don't Maybe this is unformal Imma self conscious narcissist If it evens out maybe I'll be normal Sometimes I can't tell anyone how I feel Ironically it's like my social My wallets ah security number i'm bout to go postal But not like ah zip code more like an omerta zips code Instead of 6 bros with trench coats I'm bout to implode 8 emotions into a 357 Magnum Point at the reflection blastin Now that's deppression crashin along with ah murdered news cast so tell me if you still love em he's albert anaesthesia he feels nothen All 8 rounds to take down What creates smiles an creates frowns Were fear truth an hates found Where everything's monotone And not a single sign of god is shown In the mind of Sir L feel nothen like ah brick wall Cuz they used his soul lika kick ball since he was lika inch tall Pen puffs primo to numb it down So you can feel it when it comes to ground till then I'll never dumb it down And that's that's all I got so far gotta numb it down