Nobody understands
They can't see the pain displayed in my eyes
Everone smiles when they see me
They believe the lies
I fake smiles to those who live in laughter
He's my everything, nothing else matters
I save my real smile
For when, I'll see you again
Walking in Town, I see so man men
Holdin' hands w/ their girl
So I think of you
& Realize I am so Lucky
I have you, I win
You're miles apart
I haven't held you in my arms
It's been so many days
But only you can take the pain away
My eyes displays
So when I hear your voice
I say it'll be okay
I'll be waiting here patiently
Counting everyday till I see you again
You are so far away, I admit, it's very hard
But our hearts beat together
Nobody can tear us apart
It's hard
You being so many miles apart
Any time I hurt you
It tears me apart
Anytime I make you mad
I just want you here
Somedays aren't happy at all, they're sad
I feel the blood in my heart, It's cold
I sleep so many nights alone
I can't feel you here
But you said you're coming home
I say I miss you
You say "You'll get over it, you'll be okay"
But sometimes I don't think I will
I think of you everyday
But the Pain remains
It feels so real
You're laugh makes me smile
Your voice intoxicates me
My face goes red, my blood rushes
Then I get a sharp Pain in my chest
& realize I miss you
Pain outbalances the Rest
I Love You