Sinister - USMC lyrics

Nobody understands They can't see the pain displayed in my eyes Everone smiles when they see me They believe the lies I fake smiles to those who live in laughter He's my everything, nothing else matters I save my real smile For when, I'll see you again Walking in Town, I see so man men Holdin' hands w/ their girl So I think of you & Realize I am so Lucky I have you, I win You're miles apart I haven't held you in my arms It's been so many days But only you can take the pain away My eyes displays So when I hear your voice I say it'll be okay I'll be waiting here patiently Counting everyday till I see you again You are so far away, I admit, it's very hard But our hearts beat together Nobody can tear us apart It's hard You being so many miles apart Any time I hurt you It tears me apart Anytime I make you mad I just want you here Somedays aren't happy at all, they're sad I feel the blood in my heart, It's cold I sleep so many nights alone I can't feel you here But you said you're coming home I say I miss you You say "You'll get over it, you'll be okay" But sometimes I don't think I will I think of you everyday But the Pain remains It feels so real You're laugh makes me smile Your voice intoxicates me My face goes red, my blood rushes Then I get a sharp Pain in my chest & realize I miss you Pain outbalances the Rest I Love You