It has been so long
Trying to carry on
Never thinking of myself
Putting up this fast
Lowering myself by hurt
Ignoring what I felt
I hate my [?]
I don't have reasons why
I hate just pa**ing time
I know I've said I'm fine
I lied
Always running from
[?]this love
Now I know when to receive
Love always gift
Makes ?
But I can't help but live
I hate my [?]
I don't have reasons why
I hate just pa**ing time
I know I've said I'm fine
I lied
I hate my [?]
I don't have reasons why
I hate just pa**ing time
I know I've said I'm fine
I lied