Simo - I Lied lyrics

It has been so long Trying to carry on Never thinking of myself Putting up this fast Lowering myself by hurt Ignoring what I felt I hate my [?] I don't have reasons why I hate just pa**ing time I know I've said I'm fine I lied Always running from [?]this love Now I know when to receive Love always gift Makes ? But I can't help but live I hate my [?] I don't have reasons why I hate just pa**ing time I know I've said I'm fine I lied I hate my [?] I don't have reasons why I hate just pa**ing time I know I've said I'm fine I lied