[Hook: Silas]
As I look up to the clear sky
I try to get rid of my fears
I try to become a better man
Yet I don't even do the best I can
But as I look up to clear sky
And I dry my tears
I try to tune out all the nonsense
As I clear my conscience
[Verse 1: Silas]
Ey, they say talk is cheap
But what do they want from me
When they don't even know what they want for themselves
See, I don't really need your goddamn help
I don't even need to know about your daily endeavors
I don't need your freaking money, oh you think you're so clever?
But you're fed up, fed up, fed up with your life and with your mind
But you do know that you're truly not one of a kind?
Yeah I struggle sometimes, I really do
But not enough to give in and neither should you
Feels like I pick up exactly where I left off
I make the same mistakes again and then I'm f-d up
Sometimes you gotta forgive and forget rather than live in regret
But you just gotta give it your best
I know it's easier said than done
But in the end, you can be the only one to get it done
[Hook: Silas]
As I look up to the clear sky
I try to get rid of my fears
I try to become a better man
Yet I don't even do the best I can
But as I look up to clear sky
And I dry my tears
I try to tune out all the nonsense
As I clear my conscience
[Verse 2: B.g. Bene]
I couldn't clear my conscience even if I wanted to
I tried talking myself out of it but I ain't thinking clear no more
It's like these clouds, are just clouding my judgment
Standing in front of the judge like I'm just pleading my cause
Anger driven - yeah, at war with society
The sky is closing in on me, I can feel this sobriety
I can feel the umpire, G
He keeps blocking my energy
Taking all my strengths, I'm lost in this adversity
But please don't pity me, man
I've been on the wrong side of the train for too long
And i've been terrorizing my soul for too long
Giving in to my fears, blocking all of my tears
Dropping all of these dreams
I'm just co*king my head back to where it all started
I ain't f**ing heartless
It's just that sometimes I get discouraged
By the tasks that keep awaiting me
And all my fellow men just keep on nagging, G
I'm being honest with you
If I could I would just take it all back - yeah true
These lyrics in a bottle, let's see if you can open them
Look up to the sky, maybe there's some hope
It's slim but there
[Hook: Silas]
As I look up to the clear sky
I try to get rid of my fears
I try to become a better man
Yet I don't even do the best I can
But as I look up to clear sky
And I dry my tears
I try to tune out all the nonsense
As I clear my conscience