Silent Session - Clear Sky lyrics

[Hook: Silas] As I look up to the clear sky I try to get rid of my fears I try to become a better man Yet I don't even do the best I can But as I look up to clear sky And I dry my tears I try to tune out all the nonsense As I clear my conscience [Verse 1: Silas] Ey, they say talk is cheap But what do they want from me When they don't even know what they want for themselves See, I don't really need your goddamn help I don't even need to know about your daily endeavors I don't need your freaking money, oh you think you're so clever? But you're fed up, fed up, fed up with your life and with your mind But you do know that you're truly not one of a kind? Yeah I struggle sometimes, I really do But not enough to give in and neither should you Feels like I pick up exactly where I left off I make the same mistakes again and then I'm f-d up Sometimes you gotta forgive and forget rather than live in regret But you just gotta give it your best I know it's easier said than done But in the end, you can be the only one to get it done [Hook: Silas] As I look up to the clear sky I try to get rid of my fears I try to become a better man Yet I don't even do the best I can But as I look up to clear sky And I dry my tears I try to tune out all the nonsense As I clear my conscience [Verse 2: B.g. Bene] I couldn't clear my conscience even if I wanted to I tried talking myself out of it but I ain't thinking clear no more It's like these clouds, are just clouding my judgment Standing in front of the judge like I'm just pleading my cause Anger driven - yeah, at war with society The sky is closing in on me, I can feel this sobriety I can feel the umpire, G He keeps blocking my energy Taking all my strengths, I'm lost in this adversity But please don't pity me, man I've been on the wrong side of the train for too long And i've been terrorizing my soul for too long Giving in to my fears, blocking all of my tears Dropping all of these dreams I'm just co*king my head back to where it all started I ain't f**ing heartless It's just that sometimes I get discouraged By the tasks that keep awaiting me And all my fellow men just keep on nagging, G I'm being honest with you If I could I would just take it all back - yeah true These lyrics in a bottle, let's see if you can open them Look up to the sky, maybe there's some hope It's slim but there [Hook: Silas] As I look up to the clear sky I try to get rid of my fears I try to become a better man Yet I don't even do the best I can But as I look up to clear sky And I dry my tears I try to tune out all the nonsense As I clear my conscience