Walking in a deep November
can't look back and don't remember
how I ever ended up this way
the darkness gently swallows me
and I walk alone
who can say where everything went wrong
I felt so in control and strong
but that was then... not here and now
never thought the tide would turn on me
this way
and I don't want to feel like this
I don't want to feel like this
all my life I've looked up at the stars
now I'm reaching for the ground
crying soul
crying soul
I'm crying
wish I could confide in someone
for a while just hide in someone
else, but know it's up to me this time
the darkness gently swallows me
and I walk alone
and I don't want to feel like this
now I knw how real this is
all my life I've looked up at the stars
now I'm reaching for the ground
crying soul
crying soul
I'm crying