[Chorus: Marga Marion]
Walking on a thin line between breaking down and moving on
Walking on a thin line between losing it and finding me
On a thin line between breaking down and moving on
Walking on a thin line between
[Rico Sisney]
A half filled or half empty gla**
Feel the laughter
Collapse out of sadness
Glad that it's tragic
Maddening Immaculate
Magically Average
Atrocious Attractive
Approaching Disastrous
Mirthful and rapturous
Exhausted Ecstatic
It's all spinning backwards
I opened the gash
Is there no healing?
Happiness chokes...
Hello darkness my old friend
Swallowed whole by emotion
Once again (and it isn't surprising)
I felt it first as a young kid
A healthy dose of depression
Never did learn how to stop it from rising
Any big or itty bitty wound
That isn't twinging in my head
Would be preferable to feeling like this
Build my strength to try to subside it
Slightly writhing
Minding my own business
Means mining my own sickness
(And I blame it on timing)
[Marga Marion]
Scared bu*terflies swarm my stomach
Castaway
Before I say my one last farewell, dive into my watery grave
I'm fading away, my bodies strength
Life and d**h start to feel the same
I'm so close to the surface
I can see the sky taunting me
The water so heavy crushing me
[Chorus]
[Marga Marion]
I feel you pulling so hard, stretching way too thin
My mind is tired
Too much indecision swimming in the depths of my fear
Should I let go? What is it worth?
Inward collapsing, breathe out
Gasping I breathe in
I want to scream out
My body's paralyzed trying to reach for the truth
Paradox is…
[Rico Sisney]
I find it kinda funny find it kinda sad
Maybe it's the world rather than me that's mad
And I'm just obliging
Is it better to suffer in silence than open your eyelids
And learn that you're in an asylum?
When unspoken at least everyone's smiling
I distinctly remember this feeling, thinking of k**ing myself
Drinking a milkshake in the middle of Winter
(Blame that on Vitamin D)
Not that I really was willing
Merely that in that instance
I was filled with so much self pity that it felt fitting
Inside I was fighting
My crests, troughs are often what inspire my best thoughts
It comes full circle like Xbox
I find it enlightening
(It might be...
Finally....
Nah don't mind me..)
[Chorus]