Sidewalk Chalk - Thin Line lyrics

[Chorus: Marga Marion] Walking on a thin line between breaking down and moving on Walking on a thin line between losing it and finding me On a thin line between breaking down and moving on Walking on a thin line between [Rico Sisney] A half filled or half empty gla** Feel the laughter Collapse out of sadness Glad that it's tragic Maddening Immaculate Magically Average Atrocious Attractive Approaching Disastrous Mirthful and rapturous Exhausted Ecstatic It's all spinning backwards I opened the gash Is there no healing? Happiness chokes... Hello darkness my old friend Swallowed whole by emotion Once again (and it isn't surprising) I felt it first as a young kid A healthy dose of depression Never did learn how to stop it from rising Any big or itty bitty wound That isn't twinging in my head Would be preferable to feeling like this Build my strength to try to subside it Slightly writhing Minding my own business Means mining my own sickness (And I blame it on timing) [Marga Marion] Scared bu*terflies swarm my stomach Castaway Before I say my one last farewell, dive into my watery grave I'm fading away, my bodies strength Life and d**h start to feel the same I'm so close to the surface I can see the sky taunting me The water so heavy crushing me [Chorus] [Marga Marion] I feel you pulling so hard, stretching way too thin My mind is tired Too much indecision swimming in the depths of my fear Should I let go? What is it worth? Inward collapsing, breathe out Gasping I breathe in I want to scream out My body's paralyzed trying to reach for the truth Paradox is… [Rico Sisney] I find it kinda funny find it kinda sad Maybe it's the world rather than me that's mad And I'm just obliging Is it better to suffer in silence than open your eyelids And learn that you're in an asylum? When unspoken at least everyone's smiling I distinctly remember this feeling, thinking of k**ing myself Drinking a milkshake in the middle of Winter (Blame that on Vitamin D) Not that I really was willing Merely that in that instance I was filled with so much self pity that it felt fitting Inside I was fighting My crests, troughs are often what inspire my best thoughts It comes full circle like Xbox I find it enlightening (It might be... Finally.... Nah don't mind me..) [Chorus]